After having read all of my past entries in all my diaries, which I might say has become quite a collection, I've decided that I was a horribly embarassing person. This is why I've taken pleasure in deleting all of my old entries from this diary and creating new ones that represent who I am now, instead of the whining brat I used to be.

Don't get me wrong though, I still bitch and whine a whole hell of a lot, but I'd like to think I'm not quite as immature.

Lets start with the fact that I weigh 119lbs. I'm proud of that fact, although I still have a bit more to lose in order to reach my goal weight which is 105. However, I'm going to Florida at the end of March and I think I can probably lose another 5 - 10lbs before then. Which means I'll look stunning in a bathing suit.

I've finally finished high school. I wrote my last exam on the 27th. All that's left now is picking up my report card this Friday. I'm not really looking forward to my marks. I was in the hospital for nearly three weeks this semester, and my marks really suffered. Of course the hospital stay was due to a 'self-induced' illness *ahem*. But I'm actually feeling much better since I was cleared to go home. Sure I've been moody at times, but I haven't had any thoughts of suicide in the last month. I haven't even acted on any of my desires to cut.

Actually, since my visit to the hospital I've been trying to take better care of myself. I've been running everyday for at least half an hour, plus some simple conditioning excercises. I'm also eating way healthier, no more junk food. Just veggies.

In fact I've even managed to stop biting my nails. They're soooo long. Okay maybe not as long as Nikolaos' nails (she always had gorgeous ones), but long for me. In fact, they're even starting to get little white tips. I've never been able to paint my nails before, it's pretty awesome. I feel pretty when my nails look nice.

My current music obsessions are Cyndi Lauper and Lacuna Coil. Actually, ever since I bought myself an iPod (I know, I'm a trendwhore!) I've been using music to help release negative emotions. It's pretty awesome.

I don't really have anything else to say, I mean, plenty has happened in the last year but nothing that I can think of right now.